Moving on

First, comes the want to move on. It's probably cause you've been sick of holding on to nothing. Then, comes the need to move on when you are pretty sure you've had enough of all the bullshit and heartache. It's when you've set the boundary. Enough is enough. It's time to let go. And set yourself free.. Thirdly, the actual part about moving on. At first, you know it's what you want and probably need at the moment. Then the unthinkable happened. You've had a change of heart. You're now stuck in a dilemma. Should I or shouldn't I not move on? Will I regret it? What if..? What if..? The actually part about moving on is the toughest stage. It requires a lot of mental strength. The most important part is to actually remind yourself that there's absolutely nothing to hold on to. It's over. Hey, nobody said it was easy. It may seem like you're self-destructing. Reminding yourself over and over again that nothing is ever going to happen. It hurts every single time. Of course it does, but with this hurt you would keep the fire burning. It will be burn in your mind. You'll be so scalded that you will always remember and remind yourself. Never again will I want to go through with this. Never again would I be a victim to this misery and mental torture. Never again.  Lastly, the fourth stage; Tabula Rasa. Which means clean slate. Now's the time to empower yourself. It's the time for new beginnings and adventures. You're free from the prison of your mind and its tortures of the past. It's now time to start anew and refreshed. No more holding back. It's time to fly away free without doubts and regrets..